Ok, so now that it's publicly painfully obvious that I am struggling in life.. yup again.

I again see areas to change, grow, learn, more to accept, expand, contract in all the right places. And I do often catch myself thinking " Didn't we just get off this Growing Pains episode, wasn't Facts Of Life done airing in 1988, are we there yet?"

And just as it is time to tune that bit out it's time to tune into A Different World, while trying to keep up with Quantum Leap. Thankfully the Rags to Riches, Wonder Years, Family Ties and, 21 Jump Street are behind me. And some like Degrassi, Murder She Wrote, and Silver Spoons I never had to live through.

There will still be Empty Nest, And oh boy Golden Girls in the future.

It never stops. Even when I feel like yay! I am done, rest time!! Because you just enter the next season of growing. And instead of getting my self all bent out.. "oh here we go again, I am tired of this growing, and changing stuff !!" I think I will accept that it's a continuous flow, there are not really any stopping or end points. I can get excited about it instead.. " Oh wow look .. Life Goes On, and My Secret Identity are both on, cool!! " « split screen » "Let's dig into that noise!!"

So I am gonna do it, I am gonna get excited about "What's Happening" and stop trying to watch reruns of "Gimme a break". I guess you could probably just put Nip Tuck on and skip the rest, seems too easy tho. Just going to try my best to make it a way to be, being excited about the work that doesn't end.

Sorry younger viewing audience .. I may have lost you with this. Diggity Dog.. I am dating myself with this ...I'll accept that too.

I'll spare you all the details of Harriet's Magic Hats, Littlest Hobo, and 100 Huntley Street. Hey I was actually on that one for real..