After finding out my bf was cheating on me I thought we could still work it out. I had him face the guilt of his actions of betraying me everyday until I got over my own pain. I wanted him to suffer as much as he hurt me.

I pushed him as far as I could to see how he would prove to me if he loves me or not and that he'll change. It only took a week of shaming, guilt and expressing my heartache that he couldn't handle it anymore.

He decided that its just better for us to be better friends.He was the one that wanted me to come back. He begged for me to come back. He plea for me to believe him that he'll change. He cried in hoping that I'll believe him that he loves me.

All I wanted was for him to prove to me that he loves me. I wanted him to show me how much he was going to fight for me. I guess i wasn't worth it after all.

Full of lies!! So foolish to believe in him. Now I only have myself and heartache to face. This is so painful!!