hi.

anyone else here has severe tv involvement issues or tv show withdrawals

will explain what i mean:

by involvement, i mean, say if i'm watching a tv show and someone dies in it.. i'll greeve them for weeks- i know it's probably natural to cry if your fave tv show person dies (or gets booted from the show) but to feel upset and greeve them for the next 3/ 4 weeks?

also i've been watching i'm a celebrity get me out of here... and sometimes when i'm not, i see the celebreties in m,y head- and i like to pretend i'm sitting in the jungle with them- doing some of the trials, etc. it's weird!

with the withdrawal part.. everyone gets withdrawal, but- for me.. i get everything- from un controlable crying and shaking, to suddenly coming down ill- being sick, eating even less etc- and sometimes i get the feeling it's my fault.

let me give you a recent example:

downton abby... i missed episode 3- and their were 8 episodes of this series so is it wrong to think...

" oh, the reason why downton abby series 3 ended was because i didon't watch episode 3?"

and think that the producers take it off to punish me

please don't tell me i'm the only person with all these thoughts/ interactions.