Ok let's get something straight
I'm glad and happy to hear people have family and holiday plans but please , I will not beg but request, please don't give me pity ''awwws'' of 'disappointment' when I mention I don't have plans nor am I celebrating the holidays like the majority of society.
I don't get it, just because it's not what ''they are doing'' it's wrong or sad or some ****.
Let me be in my quiet world , let me just work and leave it to that...
Course the coworker that I was talking to today many times assumes I've had horrible days, he probably means well but it sort of goats me when being told ''try to have a better day, mmmk?..''
Who the 'f', said I had a bad day? No one, it was his prescription,
And that there is a key thing to remember- that's his perception... It doesn't define me.
Blah, justhard,
It's like, I'm not depressed, not hitting the bottleor bong, or doing the lines, etc...... And playing it's a white Christmas , God I've been there, and I'm not today or this year, I just want to be left alone....... No drama, no faking myself, surpressing myself for others, etc... Why isn't that happy seen by alot of others??
It's a relieve off my back.
Sorry ranty I guess...... Just dont get it..
Am I alone? Or am I just being wise with what little time I have on this earth, on who and what to spend it on...
perception can be wonderful, or horrible; just depends on how one takes it, feels, etc.
Who said it best, in a quote, something like:
question all you've been taught, diregard what insults your soul....