Glad to hear that Clinte, there is not really anyone else to be. Or anywhere else to be.

There are people with silence in there? Like for long periods of time? Nooo that would be like meditating all the time? There has to be something going on , but it hmm I have no idea.

I explained inside my head activities, or just passing thoughts to my bf and he thought is was absolute total nonsense. And it is nonsense but it's ok. Then I try to think of the times where it's just slow, a lot slower... and it's much different and different content.. like ....oh better remember my keys..did I turn the heat down... why is the car so cold.. I hope this shirt doesn't look stupid..... I think that is likely what a lot of peoples brains do, when they are not really using them. If you read about meditation they always give examples like this. Normal mind wandering. Yeah it's pretty boring.. yup.