Well since my posting I've been to one hospital 'orientation' and it's not going to work out for me there as it's not my kind of crowd - most of the people there are court ordered etc...

I did however get an appt at a very highly rated psych hospital for next week. I will be possibly going to there day treatment program for 'professionals' aka non court ordered people program. Based on my evaluation with there program next week I will then decide what to do. My T said to not compare my time with her and any of the outpatient programs as they are not the same.

Keep you posted as to what I find out.