well i am a combat vet and i just got out about 8 months ago. im here because i do not want to go to a shrink and my loving girlfriend is worried about me. over the past few months i been having this feeling of "no use" "no purpose" then depression comes into play and i have flash backs of my brothers who have died by my side. then i start wondering if i should be there with them..... theses thought have gotten stronger and stronger and i been getting angry and angrier. its killing me and ruining our relationship.