Rose, you are one strong lady. I hope you are proud of that fact, I sure am... In future tho, please dont apologize for putting your 'stuff' out there, its why PC was designed, for people like me and you, and everyone here, to share the good the bad the ugly, and even the downright despicable. So that we each may grow, and move forward on our respective journeys... You are loved and cared for, all the way from across the Atlantic, I hope you know that my friend