No matter how much I talk with someone or am around someone, it feels like there is some sort of invisible wall between us. It feels like I am far away and only vaguely aware. I can’t make friends. I can’t feel what I want to feel for another person. I just have a disconnect with everyone I interact with; whether they be in real life or on the internet. I feel bad because I want to feel something for someone else but I can’t. I want those glorious friendships that everyone else seems to make so easily, but I can't enjoy other people.
Does anyone else have this problem? Is there a reason this happens? I tried to explain this to my therapist, but she just doesn't understand.