i've been away for a while as my computer's been in repair

anyway, in the meantime, i've had some updates from the Tdoc and Pdoc. the Tdoc thinks that what i call my "neuroses" (i actually think they're more than that, and they affect me all the time. when i'm depressed or manic, they get worse, but they never go away) are intrusive psychotic thoughts, but my Pdoc disagrees and thinks they may be traits of PD but not enough to warrant a full diagnosis.

our local NHS has a thing called a user network, which is where patients with a certain dx can meet to discuss issues and so on. it's overseen by psych team staff, so the pdocs take it seriously. he's referred me to this, and he thinks it may help me to sort a few things out in my head. also, getting input from patients and other sufferers will help, i think.

here's hoping i get some answers