I didn't vote because none of the answers really fit me. I have mixed feelings. I used to love the holidays..decorating, baking, picking out just the right prestn for people. Now, I'm the only one left, plus it's not a religious holiday for me like some. I have moments of overwhelming sadness being the only one left. Miss my mom something fierce.
I haven't decorated etc for the last several years. I decided I'm going to decorate, put up a tree, do some baking this year. Not going to go all out like I used to, but am going to do something.
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