Please feel better. I am also depressed right now so I would love to talk with you if that will make you feel better. You have my trust and I would like to promise you that it will get better because you already have taken action. I have stopped trying to commit suicide but I often have suicidal thoughts and I realized that it is just a conscious effort to acknowledge that I will never do that to myself again. I think we all make mistakes and self-harming is just another mistake in the moment. I am new here so please forgive if I say anything callous.