Yes Maxima, I too am disconnected from others. It is very difficult for me to make friends and keep them. I have had friends in the past but now they all live far away from where I live. Others don't seem to understand when you prefer to be alone. I have family members that live close by but I have no desire to visit with others. I wish I had an answer for you but I don't. I have tried to talk to my psychiatrist and therapist but they just tell me I have to force myself to be with others. If you find an answer I would love to know why I am the way I am.