Met with a new T yesterday and when I told her about how long I haven't ate, my struggles between B and A I found it shocking that in our first session she asked me to do something for HER!!

Therapy is suppose to be a bout the client. She asked if we can strike a deal if in the next week until I see her again can I agree to eat something small everyday or every other day or whatever.

I assure her not to worry and that I'll know how to take care of myself. I'm not there to comfort her to console her as she's stressed out. She said she's worried about me and she doesn't want to worry about me even more thinking if I ate and how long have I gone without food.

She's still in her supervision training to become a therapist. She is such a rookie!