I wrote a couple of paragraph but deleted them. Basically it's ended badly. My Master didn't accept my limits, he has definitely done what will affect me for a while.

didn't want to bore you with the details, I just worry what things will be like in the future and how can I trust again? It takes so much trust to give up all control and vision which for my lifestyle is necessary. Will this go away or will I be too anxious to trust in future??

I'm shocked and miserable and so much else all at once. I'm lost.