I'm crying so hard right now. Just got out of t. The first thing she told me was that she is leaving next week. Will be gone 2 weeks. Surgery. No contact, as she will be out of it.

I am so shocked. I never thought this would happen. I feel so bad. I can't tell her how I really feel because she will just say take meds. I can't cry to her because I know she is going to be going through surgery and I won't want to be an unessisary stress. I don't have anyone to turn to.

I had no notice. I don't know what I'm going to do. I'm falling apart. My emotions have run away with me. I know she isn't purposefully abandoning me. I know she feels bad about it already. I just hurt so so much.

I'm going to a wreck until she comes back. Im sry in advance. U are gonna be hearing a lot of me in the next 3 weeks. At least I know I can come here.