Thanks everyone for responding!!!

Sounds like its mostly helpful for people.

The therapist I'm seeing x1 week is good, she's trying to do cbt (cognitive behavioral therapy) with me. I'm trying to change my ways of doing things and how I look at things. She gives me homework but half the time I don't do it. So I guess if I put more effort into it, it'd work better for me. Duh. I get so lazy. So lazy to even post on here lol.

The other therapist is more of a "Solution based" type of therapist. He doesn't get too deep. We just seem to "get" each other and a lot of the time it seems we are just joking around and laughing laughing laughing. I feel like he's more of a paid friend and when I get feeling that way that's when I stop going to him. ugh.

Well I'm going to keep going for now, its my 6 month mark and I guess thats why I've been thinking about quitting....thats been my m.o. She has told me that it seems like I quit when I'm just starting to make progress. Maybe I have a fear of success...what a screw-up I feel like.....I know don't call myself names blah blah blah but if I can't do it here or in therapy where can I?