Thank you so much for both your input. It's really nice to know that I'm not alone. Lately things have been getting so bad for me I don't really know whats going on. I'm on meds and trying out a mood stablizer on top of my anti-depressant but Everything still seems to be going haywire. I just really needed other people who Knew what I was going through...not just someone that understands....thanks so much for your support.