[QUOTE=Livebythesea;2701692]I'm suffering from major depression going on 6 months now (been depressed on and off for the last four years). When I am depressed I don't have anything positive to say, at all, and I isolate from friends/family because it's sooo hard to keep up a happy face, be happy that their lives are going well etc - I would rather be alone and with you folks who hopefully understand.

My husband told me he spoke to a very good friend of mine and basically she said that my friends may not be around when I come out of this depression. It was very hurtful and I know she and my goddaughter are probably hurt too since I am a total recluse, haven't seen them in 6 months and talked to my friend once, but it's still hurtful, on top of the hurt and guilt depression brings with it.

Has anyone lost family/friends due to their isolation and this ugly disease?

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Those are fair weather friends. Depression is like any other illness. They'd stand by you if it was any other illness. People who have never suffered with a mental illness will never be able to understand that if we could become social again, we would.
My situation is somewhat different b/c I've dropped people from my life. That's another story. But one day they'll see the light and realize that isolating is how you coped.

Feel better soon. I'm thinking good thoughts for you.