Chortle - no matter what you will always have us...I lost my job and losing my marriage from this illness, have no health insurance but at least we have this forum. Sending you hugs and that we all will have better times ahead, how I'm not sure yet but we'll always be there for each other!
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Originally Posted by Chortle
I feel the exact same way, except it seems like a dead-end path for me.
I have no job, no education, friends, achievements, motivation, energy, the list goes on. I've lost all my friends in high school and college, except for one. I've distanced myself from my family, relatives, online friends, and everyone around me. I'm slowly slipping away from my best friend as well.
I don't have anyone to talk to and I can't afford a therapist or psychologist. I've been having suicidal thoughts lately, but I don't want to call a hotline because my parents will find out when they check their phone bill. They'll probably check my cell phone history as well.
It's torture, that's all I can say. :/
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