Just keep posting, if you can
The people that come to this site are really awesome aye. If you want to share a bit more about why you are feeling these feelings. You can't just keep going thinking that you'd rather not wake up. Trust me. You need some help. I kept going like that and ended up in hospital and maybe will again. Just try and get some help if you can. Even if you just keep chatten to ppl on this site. I'm one of those scared ppl as well. Doesn't really pay at all. Only live once, and all. We've only got one strike at life and then it's over. I duno. I sort of appreciate that a bit more now, even tho it's hard to when depressed. Just known that everyone else on this planet has really bad times. Just tryin to think that yes I can handle the bad times sorta helps. I think that it's all in a person's attitude. I know that my attitude is very negative most of the time. I don't think that life is going to turn out that well. It seems illogical to some people, but seems reasonable in my mind for some strange reason. Anyway, just keep talken to us and hopefully we can work some things out for you. By talken to us you can help us as well, coz everyone's got something going down with them. Just want you to know that we're here for you chick!

Love Sezzie