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thank you all. i don't know what happened. it just went away. i'm excited about moving next week, but in a good way.
i have an appt with my pdoc next week. i'm going to tell her about it. i need to make an appt with my t. i make my appts with her week to week, because i don't get my work schedule for the following week until the saturday before. i didn't make an appt this week because i don't have the money for the copay. hopefully by next week i'll hvae it. trying to sell stuff.
i don't want to go back down. i don't eve want to feel suicidal agaiun. i don't ever want to attempt again. i want to be happy again.
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As she draws her final breath
Just beyond the door he'll find her
Taking her hand he softly says
For the first time you can open your eyes
And see the world without your sorrow
Where no one knows the pain you left behind
And all the peace you could never find
Is waiting there to hold and keep you
Welcome to the first day of your life
Just open up your eyes as I lay you down tonight
Safe on the other side
No more tears to cry
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