I did the home work my thearpist had me do. She wanted other parts to count how many parts there are and what ages they were . So i sat and wrote down the numbers next to the names i had listed and added the ages. she asked how i got the ages and names i said it came into my head. She said good you can hear them again. Wouldn't that mean i just thought it up?? because that is what it seemed like. I tried to explain it to her and she said No they talked to you? How does she know this? She is happy that i am getting angry about my childhood and life. Plus i have been using facebook to contact with family. they all seem happy and are going to my aunts for the holiday. Not one ever invited me to a holiday. I spent one xmas and thanksgiving with that family in my hole life. All of this is making me very upset and angry. why is it that i got that hand that was dealt? what i do?i mean i was not even born right i was premature and have verntrical issue in my brain etc. the people that come to this house(it is not mine) tells me to get a job and get off of ssi because there is nothing wrong with me. My family tells me the same thing. One person that comes here (the person that owns the house and lives in the house wiht me) nephew said that I am milking the system. I feel bad enough about quieting my job that i had several months ago. i want to leave here but I don't have enough money. I am so stuck i see no light and i don't want to take it anylonger.