Its not that im suicidal, i dont want to die right now but honestly i cant see myself having a future. Lately when i get stressed/mad/sad i calm myself down by thinking about commiting suicide I even know how i would do it. At first this never seemed weird to me but one night i got so mad that i almost tried to. The only reason i didnt try was because i didnt have the specific tool to kill myself with. After that night i knew this is a growing problem because now all i ever do is think about suicide but i have no reason to im not depressed or anything but i want to die... Does anyone know whats wrong?