I wish I could just lay in bed and do nothing too. Actually I've been sleeping too much lately. I constantly need to curl up under the blanckets and let everything fade away.
But having to study so much, I am more and more tempted to just go back to the old cuts.
At least this morning I didn't take heaps of meds as it was getting usual.

I'm not doing any therapy. I'm tired of that. I wonder how many more therapists I will have to change before finding a good one. Therapy to me is the greatest waste of time and energy ever. And I hate feeling...wrong. I don't feel comfortable with doctors.