I have never faced the trauma that i have gone thru,
and still go thur because of it and things now. i do not talk about anything like trauma in T because I can not stand looking at my self from the cornor of the room as i open my mouth to speak, but its like watching someone eles. well anyway ive started to see a new T and i feel like she will take me where i do not want to go. is talking about this stuff how T works. I would rather die then talk about it.