This place just keeps getting better and better! It looks like ya'll have a place to go for all my issues and concerns. Just today I have found an article discussing how to argue politely with your significant other, and this section. I don't think i'll have time to do all I need to with it. I've never taken the time to look into this stuff seriously. I never really knew these avenues were available and free. That's the lock.

Methamphetemine, speed, crank, ice, whatever you want to call it, I LOVE IT!
Matter of fact, in all honesty, I have been on it EVERYDAY for the last 2 yrs I know . Now I may as well go ahead and also tell you, in all honesty, I don't think that it is really a problem. I know it's bad for me health wise, but, I don't get out of control. I sleep EVERY night. I don't become schizo from lack of sleep &/or use. I hold my own and come off as normal. I've heard more than once that people can't tell that i'm on it or anything. I don't act like a speed freak nor look like a speed freak. Matter of fact i'm over weight. Jenny Crank isn't working anymore lol .

I guess i'm just trying to get all the benefit I can out of this place. In order to do that, I figure I had better be honest about everything. So there you have it. I love anything that gets me up, and i'm in an unhealthy relationship.
O yeah, I also have a low self worth and esteem I think. Scratch the think part there, I know it's a definite. All in all I can say, I came by the DOC factor honestly. Mom and Dad both enjoyed mood altering/enhancing substances. It's even how they met! The, "It's a vicious cycle" theory is true in my situation. I grew up watching the effects of various drugs (mostly psychiatric) and alcohol. Wasn't any fun then, but then again it isn't any fun now on most occasions. Reckon I have a shot here considering I don't consider the meth a problem but know the bf and I have problems?