I guess it's result of being stuck in academia for too long.... way long. And tendency to obsess over things..... and the desperate need to have thing "right" (which for some reason includes "peace in middle east").

and yeah, my life is kinda boring right now, thesis and unsucessful job hunting (NGOs don't want me and big *** TNCs and other meaningless places make my skin crawl). So yeah, maybe I am avoiding. And maybe humanity sucks. Maybe I am just clashing between what I want and what is "realistic".