Yeah, I'm hanging on. T could see today that I was desperate.
If anyone is interested, google 'St Joseph's hospital'. That's where I'll apparently be going. Cleared with my T that I don't have to interact with anyone bar T, pdoc, nurse, food. No group therapy. So I can sleep the rest of the time or read.
Still battling with taking too many Klonopin last night and am feeling terrible. Off to bed.

Thanks for the encouragement Chris. And everyone else