This mood is a side effect? Yuck. I often feel that way all by myself. Just that irritated, racing, irritated... can't really explain it.

Mixed sounds about right to me. That "can't stand being in my body, feel manic but without the need to talk," is common ground around here. Uncomfortable, everything is too slow and irritating.... yup... I know all that, too.

Hang in there my friend, maybe going to your friend's will help you relax a bit. Maybe sleep will help. Sometimes when I sleep I feel better after.