I don't know where to begin.

Finding this board has been an eye opener in to understanding myself a bit better. I've cried a few times while reading through some things here just because i've never really known anyone that -understood- what I go through emotionally.

I'm 27 and have only just recently (past few months) been diagnosed with 'symptoms' of BPD along with Major Depression. For me I wish I had been given a full diagnosis of BPD. Everything here seems..spot on for what my life and reactions are like. I've gone from diagnosis to diagnosis since I was about 12 and none of them have fit me so perfectly until now. I'm tired of doctors not wanting to settle on what's wrong with me and actually create a plan to help change things.

I never thought I was *alone* with my problems per say, but it's good to actually find people that understand.

my heart goes out to everyone who lives with this disorder. Life shouldn't be a constant rollercoaster.