"I care about you"

"I want you to feel comfortable receiving hugs. Because you are so alone in this."

I want that too. I want it. I just... Can't. Whenever I get close, something happens. Like this. I hate that I made u cry today. I hate that I hurt u. Im good at doing that, aren't I. Sry. Maybe we would both be better off on our own. But I need you. I just wish you would give me more credit.