Well just got out of a two day inpatient stay at the local hospital. That was alot of fun, my housemom took me to the ER to get my medications refilled, and I ended up in the psych unit. Needless to say I now have my medications refilled, or they will be shortly. I am also enrolled in the PHP program. I was supposed to start tomorrow (Thanksgiving day) but I told them I had plans with my family and I would like to start on Friday. They got huffy about it and said that I would rather sacrifice my recovery for Thanksgiving, and I told them yes I would rather sacrifice for family. So needless to say I am starting bright and early Friday morning, and I feel really guilty about not starting tomorrow. Yes I realize that I may have been spending my Thanksgiving in the hospital and if that was the case I would have had to cancel my plans for the day, but bottom line is that I am not and I don't want to spend the day alone, or in some classes w/o the family and dinner. Am I being selfish?? Should I have sacrificed my recovery for one day so that I can spend the day with my family?