So far he is a an absolute mystery to me. Maybe one day I will be more tuned in to his cues.

Anyway, he is happy, so I am happy. But I am 100% clueless. And that feels totally odd.

And another thing... with ex, I experienced what I called "empathetic orgasms" from both fellatio and vaginal when I felt what he felt so much that I almost climaxed with him. But how am I supposed to emphatize if I have absolutely no clue as to what is going on??