Last night, my older sister had a seizure so I ended up staying at the hospital with her most of the night. I didn't get home until 5 this morning and I didn't get to bed until 6. It's now only 8:34 am and I am up again. My head is pounding and I can't stop thinking of my sister and wondering if she is going to be ok or not. I am really depressed and sad today. I wish that I could sleep but I have appointments to go to for myself today and a class to attend to as well. Not to mention going to the hospital to see my sister every now and then today. Am I ever going to get any rest from all the catastrophy that happens in my family? Am I ever going to get any rest period? I just feel like this cycle goes on and on forever. One major event after another. I wish it would all stop right now. I need my rest and I'm not getting it this way.