Estee the last time I remember being this sad is when Lady Diana got killed and then 9/11. I was watching Animal Planet last night and they were showing a bunch of things about him. Asking him and Terri why they did what they did with Baby Bob . While I dont condone what they did.. I do understand it. It makes more sense to me now.

I think I would have loved to have been like Steve. Excited to live life every day. To get up and want to do what I loved to do. Terri knew what he did for a living when she married him. His kids have known that too. Listening to Bindi Sue last night.. she was so proud of her daddy. It brought tears to your eyes. Nothing is going to take that away from those kids. They lived that life with him. And they loved it too. The memories will always be theirs to cherish .