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My immediate family, as usual let me down for Thanksgiving. i mustered the strength to look forward to my cousin coming to visit from Florida. But for the second time she is not coming as promised. Co-workers needed to switch the time off with my cousin for Christmas due to some sudden emergency. While i understand such emergencies happen, for the second time my hopes were smashed. Then on top of that, all of the Thanksgiving plans crashed too. My cousin's daughter dropped the ball and my aunt is not interested, and my other cousin wants to come over to move in permanently...i have my Mom to care for i cannot take on even a rather homeless cousin. So Thanksgiving has fallen upon me. i was looking forward to a break from caring for my Mom but...not going to happen. i am angry i am so very very alone in this world. i do not have family who care about me. i am none existent to them. So when my Mom leaves this existence, i will have no one. None of them give a hoot about me.
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