So I have sent snail mail. I just have to work with my limitations. I have a problem with erotic communication and these words would never leave my mouth. In writing, no problem. Oral speech, no way. Is there therapy for that? How many years does it take? I might not have enough money for this therapy, so it will be snail mail as a compromise. Snail mail so that there is no electronic record in case someone subpoenas my mail. I think it is an OK compromise between privacy and security on the one hand and my communication limitations on the other.

I had sent it before he hinted at ED. So he will receive it with a mixture of feelings, including sadness. That is OK. He really was outstanding with his weapon and I told him that. So I feel that I have done something good.