Desirae,

Sorry to hear about mom's tangent lately. You stay fine. Let it go off your back like a Duck lets water off his back.

Also, you don't have to worry. You wouldn't pick her husband, you have one and you are young and beautiful with a kid. Anyway, let her stay alone for a while until she gets her head together, even if she dosen't you have to move on from sick feelings that take up your time and fill places in your head that would be left for betteer things. Just ignore those thoughts repeatedly, I had to ignore them when my family accused me of things. I even had memories that weren't easy to get erased, so just don't let their sickness annoy you. YOu are pretty, young, have a man and have lots of strength, we all do here at this board and are encouraging one another and that is all that matters