I know what mirrorring is im a social worker. and that is not waht she ment. she was saying No they weren't they where talking to you.How does she know that. PLus she is telling me her other clients stories and today she sent me an email to worn me of a virus but also attached my email address to her family and a bunch of others. The reason i know it is her family is because she has told me her brother and daughters name.
I am having a lot of anger /irritablity meaness issues. I am hurting people emtionally . i get so angery i shake and belittle people . The person i live with got mad because she said i make her feel crazy all the time. We have K cup and i filled it with water by taking the plastic out and porring by the counter with water instead of taking the jug and putting water in it. she had a it because i did it that way. thats not the way to do it she said. she also said that i had to put water in the hot chocolate but the water was in the spout part so the water would go in the cup . I couldn't figure out what she was talking about her nephew and i were trying to explain it to her and figure it out. she got so mad she went into her room and said "why are you making me feel crazy". I told him i don't want to go out to eat tomorrow for Thanksgiving because i can't i need time to be alone. he said she wont go with out you . I said ididn't want to go. and that im afraid well end up fighting. he said okay i will go to my mom's . I also sat there and be littled him he said he had sex with a girl that i know which turns out to be his second cousin 2x removed. he also thinks that it is okay for men to have sex with there stepdaughter if they are of age. i was so upset i was pi*sed and shaking. he left and i left the woman i live with a note saying peter doesn't want to go out to eat. She is going to blame it on me. I have never felt like this before . i have a list of symptoms for my doc when i see her and that includes the angry. i stopped taking the cymbalta gradually on my own. im also thinking about telling my doc. about my therapist and see what she says. I run like crazy to try to cope with my anger im up too 9 miles. but it only helps when i am running and sometimes for a few afterwards.