geez, i don't no why i came to THIS forum. and read THIS post. my gguardian angel must have bben nudgin me.

i had a teribly abusiv dad ggrowin up. he finly left whn i wwas 11. hit and missd for a long time. i had the typicl girl-growin-up-wtthout-dad issus. badly. we ddidnt re-conect til i had a famly of my own, and marryd an abusiv man. but i did hav 2 grate kids by then. my dad wwas sick and needed someone to kinda help him out. tho i was REELY mad, and had issus.....i was reely happy to hav him THERE. i had 8 tuff but grate yrs wth him bfor he died. and i sstill feel cheeted. but grateful.

make the effort. he almost wated too late. not just for himslf. but i almost died from cancer. how awful wood THAT hav made him feel?

sendin you my bestest HOPE, truth.

sara