Sorry about the trigger Icon. . . thank you for changing it. . .

Good questions to think about. I think it's more of a self-hate thing, I guess (or I've watched to much Oprah) but that can be my only explanation. I know how ugly and disgusting (sp) I feel as I'm doing it but I keep on because I think it doesn't matter.

(Today I have bandaids on my fingertips (looks pretty silly) to remind myself not to start.

Thanks for the feedback.