Hi Kelly,

Yes, I know that feeling only too well. And every time a triggering thought or feeling takes place, which can be all the time, it only goes to confirm the sense that things are passing us by. How my ex is doing, whether or not she's moving on, how many friends she has, how she has more fun that I do, has better friends, a new boyfriend, is happier than with me are all things that haunt me.

But with the help of some meds, a therapist, and my new support group, I have a few moments of clarity every day that give me a slight glimmer of hope. You're not stuck Kelly, feeling that way is one of the major symptoms of this damned illness.

I wish you well.

RJ