S***,

I need you right now. Please. It's time for me to stop being so pathetic, but I need to get it out in front of you. He hurt me, and I don't know what to do. My first instinct? SI. Very first thought. My second was to get another guy, and I did. But it still hurts. I want her to hurt him like he hurt me. I want him to think about me and miss me, and then I want to tell him how much I hate this, and what a bastard I think he is right now.