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You guys are the only people who understand me
My family really infuriates me sometimes. For about 2 weeks my Sister who is my Twin has been irritating me to the point we are constantly fighting. yes we are nearly 28 and we fight. We just have this s@@@ relationship where we fight most of the time. Tonight she asks what I have been up to today, she knows fine well what I have been up to today as I texted her. This added fuel to the fire and she was nasty towards me.
My Mum seems to think I am her personal cook. I make the tea most nights as she finishes work at 5pm and wants her tea on the table as soons as she gets home. She moans and is peeved off if this doesn't happen.
Last night she asked me to make Chicken Faijita's for tea which is fine as I like making them. But then she says don't bother making them until I get home. Well this can be anything from 5:15pm to 5:30pm as she gets a lift home from her colleague or my Dad goes and collects them. So she gets home at 5:30pm and obviously I haven't made the tea. So she is peeved. I said well you did say last night and in your text this morning not to make it until you got home. She says no I meant if we didn't have the ingredients...... cause I am a mind reader!!!!
So lets just put it this way my Mum is peeved at me, I am peeved at her.... My Dad starts his stirring as usual and my Sister jumps on the bandwagon. So I come up to my room which is above the Livingroom and I hear them talking about me. On my Facebook page I have a few Bipolar support groups there and my Mum says "she keeps putting up them stupid status" She is referring to the wellness words that we all know and hear to make us feel better. Now its not like I do it all the time and I only put up the ones that mean something to me. So I am not allowed to do this?????
F@@@ this!!! I have had it up to here with this bull@@@@!!! My family do not get me at all as they are "normal" ye right!!!!!
I am majorly peeved and have been sitting crying over this. Why is it that my family can not be supportive!!! My Sister says "she is having one of her moments" "she is being her usual weird self" I AM NOT ALLOWED TO HAVE AN OFF DAY!!! They DO NOT even know how bad this stupid condition causes me as I hide it all from them.
I am definately going to move out. Think I will talk to my Support Worker tomorrow as this family is causing me to feel crap as always!
Sorry for rant, I am just really angry!!
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