I feel like I am loosing control. I just got done talking to my counselor, and she asked me if I was "safe" I am because I have to be, but at the same time, I almost don't want to be, if that makes any sence. I just really need some support right now, and don't know how to ask for it. I will be on later tonight and hopefully i wil be able to talk more then, but right now I have to pull myself together and get back to the kids, at the day care where I am doing my internship. Thanks...hope to talk to some of you later on.

Dar