You sound alot like me...I can't even go to the stores anymore...someone has to grocery shop for me...I do work but drive straight there and back...I am avoiding people now...and the thing is I always liked people..but it gets harder and harder to go out...anyhow...welcome to you and I know you will find some really caring people here at pc and welcome to you....we will be your friends and help to make it easier to find some on the outside...Hello hello!!!!