So.. Had one of those bad days. Decided to start going swimming again and get a treadmill so I can work out at home.

Coouldnt go swimming- couldn't find my paperwork

Tried get treadmill of ebay - got outbid

Waited for partner to come home- just ended up in an argument..

What's the point in trying.. Always simply fail.. Feel like utter crap. Just a fat lump of useless used up lard. Sitting in the bath.. Tried to find some private time.. She's forced way in..

Can I not be heard?

Does anyone actually give a ****?

Will I ever look normal?

Lose weight?

Feel happy?

Or will I always wear this mask?

Either way I don't really see much point now.. I got all excited about a new change. I'm just kidding myself really. Life. Why do we have to live.

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