I really need to vent and I am hoping that someone out there can identify with these crazy feelings and emotions I am going through.
I will give some background info- I am 26 and have been dealing with depression for 10 years, as well as self-injury. I have been diagnosed with a personality disorder NOS (not otherwise specified), NOS because I don't quite fit all criteria for borderline personality disorder.

I am a recovering pain pill addict. I have 78 days now. Right now that seems like the only thing going right. I am married with a husband and two kids. I work on the weekends and go to school on week nights...majoring in psychology.

Lately, I just feel like I am losing my mind. One minute I am fine and the next I am raging and so angry. What am I angry at?? I don't know. I have such a great family and I feel like I am pushing everyone away. When my husband isn't here all I want is for him to be here and when he is I find myself picking fights with him or just being manipulative. I feel like if I don't get my way about something I turn into a child throwing a temper tantrum.

So...that's the general idea. My emotions are just so crazy. I don't know what to do.

I tried talking to my husband about how I feel and I got so upset that I was sitting there beating my leg with my fist.

I just want to know that I am not the only person feeling this.

Thanks for listening