I guess you unconciously posted to where you really wanted it to go. You did'nt say how long you have been married. Not that it matters, I'm going on 40 yr's and still uncertain. My situation is similar in that " the spark " has long been gone. We married young and were just in an addiction and obsessive compulsive relationship.
Don't feel guilty for saying what you really feel. Some people NEVER get to know ,much less share,how they really feel.

Hang in there,
the best is yet to come.

continuosly blue

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